Nevertheless, I have a younger Kinder class, which has given
me 7 new babies that are only 5 years old. One of the little girls is soooo
stylin, and then there are a few girls who are very shy and then 2 boys who are not.
They all have their talents, quirks, and
challenging moments but I have come to realize I am back in full on preschool
mode. I’m talking about the little kid statements that I haven’t heard since I
left my last job; “I did poo poo, help
me teacher!”, and “I miss Mommy” with tears welling up in their eyes. One child
even cried because he couldn’t find the toy he was playing with the previous
day! I have truly had to remind myself of the way these codependent children
behave, and become that kind of teacher again. They are all precious though and I know I will
soon fall in love with each one of them.
It officially felt like I was their teacher today as I was
given artwork on origami paper! That sealed it for me….and I heard an “I love
you teacher.” I also had a few children
not want to leave class today, which made me feel like I was doing pretty good
muddling through the chaos of the first week of class. We stood in line and
chanted our “VENUS CLASS” song, and then walked with our buddies down the hall.
I got big hugs and a few kisses too and then waved goodbye.
Every day as Kinder ends my old Kinder class returns to
school for their new elementary “Big Kid” class. I can’t help but feel with every
one of my old children that runs up the stairs that I miss my old mischievous 8
year olds, but I am so proud of them moving up to the next level. I often feel
like a celebrity as I hear “MS.NIIIIIKKKKKKKKKKIIIIIIIIIIIIII” being screamed
down the hallways and they run up to me and give me hugs! EJ, one of the kids
that probably loves me the most from my old class, runs up to me every time
screaming at the top of her lungs “MS.NIKKI” and then lunges into my arms! I am
filled with so much happiness every time I see my kids, asking them if they did
well on their spelling tests and how they like their new teachers. I even
walked a few of them out to the bus today after class because I wanted a few
moments with those familiar faces. They might be big kids now, but they will
always be my babies in my eyes.
Another reason I can rest easy about my old Kinders moving
on and up with their lives is that an important prayer was answered. The child
I was worried about, who has special needs and gets in trouble with Korean
Teachers all the time because of his behavior, has one of my closest friends
here at LCI as his teacher. She is so patient, strict, but so incredibly loving
and this child will not suffer undue consequences because of his genetic makeup.
She will fight for him and love him just like I did. An answered prayer to say
the least.
So here we go, new kids in, old kids moving on…..let’s hope
Ms.Nikki can do a good job with these seven.
I know you will do an amazing job!
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